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Eliza B
Name: Anon
Country of residence: United Kingdom
Writing language: English
About me: Modern orthodox
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Fierté
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[This story was originally written in English and was translated to French with a translation tool to make it accessible to more readers. Cette histoire a été écrite à l'origine en anglais et a été traduite en français à l'aide d'un outil de traduction automatique afin de la rendre accessible à un plus grand nombre de lecteurs.]
Fierté
Une fois,
En cinquième,
Ou peut-être en quatrième,
Quelqu’un m’a dit
Que les règles de la Cacherout étaient « bizarres »,
Je ne savais pas
S’il fallait être offensé
Ou rire,
Alors j’ai ri,
Et puis je suis rentré chez moi,
Et j’ai pensé,
Garder la cacherout,
C’est la séparation
Entre le lait et la viande,
Et tes parents qui s’affolent
Si jamais tu mélanges les deux.
Alors oui,
Garder la cacherout,
C’est totalement bizarre.
Mais ensuite j’ai pensé :
Si garder la cacherout est « bizarre »,
Alors l’est aussi le dîner de Chabbat,
Et j’adore le dîner de Chabbat.
Alors je prends ce « bizarre »
Et je le savoure
Avec fierté.
Une autre fois,
J’étais dans une colonie de vacances juive,
Et j’ai laissé échapper
Que je ne respectais pas le Chabbat.
Des voix dans ma tête tournaient comme des vautours,
Criant « honte »,
Au plus profond de mon estomac.
J’ai quitté la conversation,
En cachant à peine ma gêne.
Mais quelques mois plus tard,
Ce même ami me parlait encore,
Et j’ai pensé,
Peut-être que cela a rendu notre amitié meilleure ?
Je n’avais plus à me cacher,
Derrière les longues jupes
Et les cols montants.
Je pouvais porter mes jeans moulants
Et un collier Magen David
Dans la même tenue.
Alors je prends ma pratique religieuse,
Et je la porte,
Avec fierté.
Le 7 octobre,
Le jour qui ne s’est pas terminé,
À jamais imprimé
En arrière-plan de mon esprit.
Les gens que je croyais inébranlables
Ont vacillé.
Les dirigeants du Hamas,
Placardés sur TikTok,
Loués au-delà de toute mesure.
Les otages,
Rabaissés,
Comme s’ils n’étaient que les pions malchanceux
D’une partie d’échecs mortelle.
Mais alors j’ai pensé
Comme cela arrangeait le Hamas
Que nous soyons divisés
Sur l’existence d’un petit
Pays aimant la paix.
Ainsi nous pouvions oublier volontairement
Qu’ils avaient pris
Les civils de Gaza
En otages
Depuis 2006.
Alors si c’est cela qu’être « sioniste »,
J’en serai un,
Avec fierté.
Fais défiler notre dernière
collection ci-dessous
Ton histoire pourrait être la prochaine !
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